| i can't believe how long i haven't been here, i have no one to vent to today so i decided to put it all here, today i found out that one of the school aids in my hs passed away (richard cruz), he was like a friend to me. he used to always talk to me about handball or w/e was up, i really miss seeing him in the halls and giving him a pound like he was one of my boys never did i think of him as someone ranking over me, my four years in hs he's always been a friend. i remember him telling me while i was with lorraine that we looked cute together or i would come into school early and he would ask where's felice, but what i miss most right now is that smile and his voice, what i would give just to hear his voice one more time and for him to say hey daniel one more time. i can't believe the last time i said something to him was the last day of school and even then i gave him a cool bye and left. i should have stayed and talked to him, i understand that everyone has their time but for cruz it was too early, he was a really nice man he was really friendly i don't understand how he was to be taken so fast but all those other assholes out there live. im planning to go to his funeral whether they let me in or not and im planning to do a memorial for him outside of hses, hopefully other people see and will come too. R.I.P Richard Cruz i'll miss you and i'll never forget you, never have i respected authority, you were the first and possibly the only
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| dBaby i'm writing this today just in case i don't have time to do it tmrw. We have been together for one year now nd i can say itz been da happiest year of my life. Even tho we occassionally get into arguements we still figure things out and patch dings up. I know lately dat i been pissed off n yelling a lot im sorry about that. i may have been having too much stress from school. but no matter how hard it is i promised to to give it my best this year so i intend to keep that promise. i love you a lot n i have disappointed u many times in the past i also promised not to disappoint u again so i have to try my best. to me this is more than just a relationship to me this is a very gud frdship. no words in the world can ever describe how much i love you but im goin to try my best. we have known each other for two years. i still remember how long i knew you before asking you out. i knew u for one school year and one school week. i still remember i didnt have the courage to ask you out at first till some people helped me... ahemtracyahem ahemfefeahem. i still remember how i asked u and wat ur response was. i came home after school... which was a first and i said to u lorraine i love you will you be my gf? n u told me definitely. i still remember the smile on my face that day. it was the biggest smile i have ever had on my face my grandma came in n asked me y im smiling so much im like nutin. the very next day dere was a fair goin on and i went wit you to the fair. we walked by there yesterday and i thought it was on the 20th dat we were at the fair. there are so many gud memories and there are so many first things i have dun with u. for example one of the frst things i have ever dun with a girl is go with them to watch the sunset. n i went wit u twice lol. another first thing is on july 4th. i was with u watching the fireworks we were suppose to have a video of the fireworks but u forgot to save it and itz ok. a video is for other people to see how it was im happy u actually forgot to save it now that happiness only us two will know. there are a few things that i promised to do with you and i still have a very long time to do them. watchin the fireworks is dun and watchin the sunset is dun but dat dont mean we wnt do them again. this relationship has made me do so many things that i nvr thought i wud ever do but for you and to see that smile on ur face i did them anyway even tho it is very "yuk mah" i hope you like the present i got for u even tho it isn't much of a suprise since u were there wen i got it for u o wellz itz ok i only want u to be happy. dnt worry u still have another one coming up =] i love you baby forever Hope you remember this song baby |
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| HAPPY ELEVEN MONTHS BABY
well we didnt have as much arguements as we used to dats an improvement. but i been yellin at u a lot but i still love you. you have made my summer fun n relaxing as a matter of fact u made da 11 months we been together fun n relaxing. i love you baby |
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| I love you - those three words have my life in them.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return.
True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist,
Nor can it be hidden where it truly does.
I Love You Baby<3
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